Athlli

Something that is worth to be remembered

Happy New Year
[info]athlli
I've have not been writing in this journal for quite a long time..So this new year, I guess I'm going to continue writing so that I can remind myself of the things that has happened to me so far. This year marks the end of my life as a student (after 5 years).It's a new start and I hope that this year would bring much happiness, good things and prosperity better than last year..

I also hope that this is a good year for my favourite artists...JYJ and TVXQ ..even though they are in two different groups now, but I'm happy as long as they are happy doing what they like and successful in what they are doing..As much they are working hard in their work, I will do the same thing :)
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It's Still There in Your Hands.
[info]athlli
Hello? Are you there?

I just wanted to let you know that you took my heart with you.
Though I'm sure you already know that.
We were happy once, we were together. Do you remember?
I was so happy.

But now?
We're not happy anymore.
Or at least, not me.
We were so close, once. Do you remember?
But not anymore.
Or at least, that's the way it seems.

Didn't you say you still wanted to be friends?
I do too.
But you don't talk to me...
I try.
I try to talk to you.
But it's like you're not even there.

You still have my heart with you, you know.
That's all I have to say~
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Just Because....
[info]athlli

Just because I'm nice doesn't mean you can walk all over me.
Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I'm invisible.
Just because I don't say anything doesn't mean its okay.
Just because I'm broken doesn't mean you can break me more.
Just because I love you doesn't mean you can take advantage of me.
Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I'm always emotional.
Just because I like to help people doesn't mean I can do everything by myself.
Just because I like don't like pink doesn't mean I fail as a girl.
Just because I like to dress as simple as possible  doesn't mean that I am a slob.
Just because I don't like love song doesn't mean I don't like to love or be loved.
Just because I have low self esteem doesn't mean I'm weak.
Just because I'm not that religious doesn't mean that I'm going to burn in hell.
Just because I believe differently from you doesn't make me wrong.
Just because I can't say no doesn't mean that I agree with everything you do.
Just because I'm a human doesn't make me evil.
Just because I'm me doesn't mean I'm unlovable.

 
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Contemplating
[info]athlli

Is It Love?


If I hugged you,
would you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?

rossa
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L.O.V.E.L.E.S.S
[info]athlli
I AM CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG...

L.O.V.E.L.E.S.S by Yamashita Tomohisa

Here is the translation:

I sort of understand the reason you hang your head
You're not able to begin talking about breaking up, are you?
Even though our shadows falling on the pavement are moving nearer
Our feelings are now going further apart
You have found a different love
But you can't find the words to say to stop our connection

Things like goodbye or it's over
You say it's a lie, but even then
The hand you let go of has become cold, we'll become strangers to each other
Things like sorry or don't cry
Because they make me want to embrace you
Before the pile of memories turn to pain
See, at the end I'll smile as we say goodbye...

"I'm fine alone as well" was the first lie I told
I wanted a way to stop your tears
Really you were important to me, really I don't want to let go
Emotions with nowhere to go fill my heart
But because I'm wishing for your happiness more than anyone
I may be acting tough, but I want to tell you "thanks"

Even goodbye, even regrets
They're proof that we had met
It's because it is you that I think this way
You are an irreplaceable existence in my life

So as not to forget them, I'll etch the seasons we shared together into my heart
As I watch you go hurrying off to a new future
Yes, at the end I'll smile as we say goodbye...

Things like goodbye or it's over
You say it's a lie, but even then
The hand you let go of has become cold, we'll become strangers to each other
Things like sorry or don't cry
Because they make me want to embrace you
Before the pile of memories turn to pain
See, at the end I'll smile as we say goodbye...

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A tribute
[info]athlli
Technically, May holds a very special meaning to my life.Why? Two of my most favourite person is clelebrated in this month; 1st May and 9th May.

[ONE]

It was my father's  birthday on the 1st of May. I wasn't there during that day, but I give him his birthday present and card on the 6th May 2010 when I finally came home (just for 2 days). Anyway, I'm glad that he liked his birthday present.
 
ME N BABA
All I can say is thank you for everything. I know that I lack many things and in so many way, bu I'll try to improve myself bit by bit. I always love you and I'll try to make you proud of me. You're my HERO!

[TWO]
Yesterday, is Mother's Day. So, this is for my dearest mother who had sacrifced a lot for her children and one of them is ME! Somehow, this years' Mother's Day is sad because I went back to IPBA on this day (should have stayed and spend the day with her)

Me and mummy dearest. Eventhough I just saw her yesterday, I am missing her already especially hugging her. Thank you for everything. I am one lucky girl to be your daughter. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS and I will always make you proud of me.

All in all, I love both of them and my life is just perfect with them. We might be different from other families, but we are blessed with many things. My hopes is that one day, I can in a way repay for all that they had done for me and my brother.

me love ones
Me LOVE you
ALWAYS
 
 
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Exam Mode (@_@)
[info]athlli
study
*caption*
Rozy study!
We are here to help you, ok!
See, we've prepared the books and the blackboard for you..
(dreamy eyes)

Wow, if my teachers are like this, I would not mind coming for extra classes!

(^_^)

Ok, now back to the real business...
This test is killing me..
Eventhough there are only two of them!
Its been so long since I had a test that is really, really important.
I have to pass this in order to get my degree..
But after this, we have courses, courses and courses..
Then, HOLIDAY (for 3 weeks only)


P.s: My dad's birthday is tomorrow.huhu
If only I do not have exam on Monday, I would have gone back to Penang.
 
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.....People....
[info]athlli
why?
 
Recently, everything around me makes me sad, depressed and demotivated.

Is there anything that I do is right?

Why do I have to bow down to people?

You wouldn't accept or listen to anything I say?

But you would listen to others.

Every comment I make is selfish, according to you.

Should I care?

Yes, I do care because you are my friend.

Misunderstandings do happen, occasionally,

It is a part and parcel of life,

But, it is just unfair for me to give in everytime..



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Because I'm a Fool?...
[info]athlli
 
S0 I am a F00L,
f0r beliving in pe0ple?

Am I a F00L,
f0r thinking that pe0ple will treat me nicely
if I treat them nicely?

Am I a F00L,
f0r thinking that pe0ple will help me 0ne day
if I help them n0w?

Am I a F00L,
even f0r h0ping?
thinking that pe0ple can be c0nsiderate
after all the things that I've d0ne?

I think...

I am a F00L,
f0r thinking that all pe0ple are the same
as n0t all are like that
s0me 0f them will be there f0r y0u
n0 matter what.

AND

I am a F00L,
f0r thinking that
these pe0ple wh0 just refuse t0 be c0nsiderate
that they will change 0ne day~


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~rescue~
[info]athlli
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn't
get undone even after the goodbye.

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
It sparks no interest in me,
even when things do not go the way you want.
It doesn't mean you've thrown your life away.

When asked 'what's wrong?'
I answered 'it's nothing'
The smile that disappears after goodbye,
It's unlike me.

The more I wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more.

 
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